I look at you.

I miss sitting in my driveway at night. I miss laying in my bed with you. I miss being in my rumpus room with you. I miss walking around thurgoona in the middle of the night with you. I miss you calling me everyday. I miss you texting me 100 times a day. I miss watching you play football. I miss being in your arms. I miss hating you. I miss loving you. I miss you.

We were so in love that it hurt. We never had a conventional relationship. There was always other people involved, other people making it hard. It was never easy, we never went public either but it was amazing. It was a rollercoaster. You hated me, I hated you. We hurt each other repeatedly, there was always jealousy. But with all the bad came all the good.

When it was just us it was so easy. It still is. We are so comfortable with each other. There was never an awkward silence. You held me, I held you. I fit in your arms perfectly, just like you fit in my bed. I miss us terribly.



I wonder if there will always be someone that you don't get over? Someone who has such a profound effect on your life that you just don't get over them? I kind of hope so. I hope he's forever in my heart.