The cat in the hat

I just found an old mix cd of mine. God how times have changed. Its kinda funny to go back and listen to the music you were into a few years ago, it shows you just how much you've changed and grown and evolved. I know I've grown, but until right now I didnt realise just how far I'd actually come. An event occured in my life in early 2005 that changed me. It still effects me greatly to this day, however I didnt realise just how messed up my head was because of that event. It suprises me when I read old blogs, old poetry and listen to old mix cds, I never thought I was that bbad, however it turns out I was and to be honest I have grown so much in that space of time. I hadn't yet turned 13, now I'm almost 18 and it feels like a lifetime ago. I am so proud of everything I have achieved in that short amount of time and although I might not always like who I am but I am proud. I am thankful that I am alive.

I could have taken the easy way out.