I think you learn alot about yourself when someone who hasn't been a round for a long period of time comes back into your life. I didn't think I'd changed much at all over the year but it's apparent I have. I was so worried about her being different that I didn't even think that maybe it was me. It was a bit of a shock really, to sit there and realise.. Hey I have changed.. alot and I don't think we fit together anymore. It's almost like there's no room for you in my life now.
I never ever thought of it like that. I think though that I like the fact that I've grown and changed. This year has been an absolute rollercoaster for me and although there have been times that sucked, I have some great memories too. I like taking each day as it comes and I like living and feeling every single moment.
Eventually, there may be a place for you in my life once again, but right now I can't see where abouts you're going to fit. I could put in a huge effort, re-arrange everything and give you back pride of place but I don't think I will. Not just yet
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