all about me.

I'm not a partier. I'm not a people person. I swear, I drink, I'm rude and sppeak whats on my mind. I can be inappropriate and I know how to play people. I get what I want. I'm full of myself, I'm loud and I often don't care who hears what I say. I'm a dreamer and I live in my head. I have good days and I have bad days. I hate myself and love myself. I enjoy sex. I'm reckless and I don't date. I don't believe in marriage but I do believe in karma. I've smoked cigarettes and I even tried pot. I drive a corolla, which I didn't pay for. My spending habits are HUGE. I'm indulgent. I get mad then get nasty. I can be malicious and vindictive. I get in your head and under your skin. I text too much and don't call enough. I work too hard and play too little. I fly away, I drive away, I walk away. I'm frustrated at myself. I'm tired and constantly sleeping. My best friend is about to move away for 6 months and my other cloeset friend left last novemeber. I'm lonely. These are just some of the many flaws and faults taht are apart of me and who I am. If you can't accept my the negatives you don't deserve to know the positives.