agrum.

So here's the deal.
Lately I've been thinking about myself and my lifestyle. For the past 2-2.5 years I have been single and it's been by choice. After Matt and Me broke up I decided I was going to have fun and that I wasn't going to be serious. Now I think I was reckless to be honest. I was thinking about it the other day, I do have feelings for someone, most people who know me, know exactly who it is, it is rather obvious but the more I hope to be in a relationship with him the more I doubt myself.

Right now with the way I've been living I don't know if I could go back to being in a monogamous relationship... that thought sort of scares me. I'm against cheating although it's not the worst thing in the world, but I've dug such a deep hole I just don't know how I can get out of it.

Fingers crossed I get the chance to find out.