grillz.

It still amazes me that I miss you. I seen her post, I know you were the one in the wrong and yet I still want to take your side, I still wait for the day you turn around and tell me you don't hate me and that yes, you miss me and you want to go back to being friends.

I know what it was liek with us, I was there, I lived it too and no you're not to blame but you're not the victim either. We were as bad as each other, there's no denying that. But despite all the bad, there was so so much good.

I miss the good times and there's nothing I wouldn't give to have one more chance to speak to you. There is so much we left unsaid. Do you deliberately forget to remember that I was your best friend and that it was me who was there.

Like I said I'm amazed that I miss you. I shouldn't but it's when I see that shit that I feel sorry for you and I want to help you. You need to get out of this black hole you're in and go back to being the boy that I knew and trusted with my life.

I should never have walked away.