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You cannot have your cake and eat it too. It does not work like that regardless of what you think. If our roles were reversed you would see how hard you're making things for me right now. It's not fair and you are almost acting a bit like vegemite. Let me have this one, let me enjoy this journey and see where it goes. Stop making it hard for me to be happy.

I know you never seen this coming, let's be honest neither did I. You know me better than anyone else, you know what I'm like, the people in my life and the patterns I fall in to. My god you know the most random little things about me that no-one else would. This isn't about you though, it's about me. I know it sucks for you but seriously?

I want to make everything better for you, I don because I know things sort of suck right now but you eed to stop taking it out on me and you need to stop trying to get me to do the wrong thing. Please stop trying to break me because if you succeed I'm only going to resent you.