When I started this blog it was 2007. (that means technically i've been blogging longer than Judd!) That wasn't my point though. So basically when I started re-blogging I was faced with a choice, to delete or not to delete the previous blogs I had posted. Keep in mind I was merely 14 years old when I wrote those and yes I cringe every single time I re read them but I decided to leave them up there for a reason. Its to show just how far I have come. Its a personal journey, one that needs no praise nor comment. Back then was a crazy time for me, I was dealing with alot of things I probably didnt need to be dealing with.
Thats was january 2007, its now december 2009 so basically 3 full years have passed, and I like to think I've grown up a fair bit in that time (obviously not height wise..) But Its a nice little reminder, those old blogs.. of just how far I've come.
I know I make reference in my blogs to my past or certain events that happened in my past, I suppose I should dedicate an entire blog to different defining moments of the last 17 years, but each time I sit down and attempt to write, i cannot articulate the emotions and the impacts.
Maybe one day I'll find the right words
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