16.3.11

and the duck speeds off in a silver light

"It's too late to do anything now"
Those are the words I didn't want to hear. I never meant to hurt anyone. This was all supposed to be fun and games, easy and clear cut and now it's a mess. Of course it's a mess. God we were so naive and now, now you can't even look at me. I can't believe we got here. I feel very much to blame but You're the one who wanted this and now I'm the bad guy. They say ignorance is bliss but it's not. You can't sit here and tell me that this is not hurting you! That you're not upset or angry. Every time I see you and you refuse to look at me, you barely speak to me it breaks my heart because above all we are supposed to be friend! I am supposed to be able to talk to you and share things with you. Trust you and confide in you, not feel guilty and want to cry. It's doing my head in, It really is. Can we not just be friends again?

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