So one day I woke up and decided to walk away. I decided to turn my back, leave and not look back. The next day I woke up and went what the hell have I just done?
Removed. Deleted. Unfollowed.
I would like someone to explain why someone does this... How someone can just suddenly walk away from their best friend, from their rock? I think I'm still coming to terms with what I've done. I don't regret it, I just can't believe I did it.
For everyone who knows me, I mean really knows me, you know exactly the kind of relationship we had. The constant ups and downs. I think actually I believe that we were so much a part of one another that I stopped being my own person. It's scary standing here now. I can count my friends on one hand.. that's not a bad thing, I just can't remember the last time I was able to say that.
There was no fight, no harsh words, no realisations, no painful truths. Just a feeling.
I was so wrapped up in your world. Our world. That at some point I lost myself. I stopped thinking for myself to an extent. Now I'm a little lost.
So to everyone still in my life, everyone still around please bare with me whilst I put myself together again and find my own two feet to stand on.
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