impulse.

I picked up my life and moved away. I left behind everyone and everything. And I am loving every second of it. For the first time in my life I don't regret doing something like this. But of course life isn't fair. Because now I spend every single day worrying about when it will end. I should have thought more about it, but the truth of the matter is if I had thought it through I would have talked myself out of it. Now I am jhust worried that I'm going to have no choice but to go home. I know I am selfish bt I just wish that for once I could enjoy this change. My housemate doesn't like his job, it's hard to watch him come home each day and be so angry, if he leaves I don't think I could afford to stay here. So this is me being selfish and wishing he would tough it out for me. Because I am so happy. Who knows maybe I will hate my job and want to come home, if that's the case then we could both go but I don't want to do this on my own.

Have you ever done something as impulsive as this? Why is it we are driven by impulses and is impulse really a bad thing? Sure you can impulse spend and regret it later on, but what if we made all our big life choices on an impulse and didnt think things through... take that risk. For me it has paid off, for other it might not but from now on I know that I am not going to think as much because have you ever noticed that once you start thinking you can't stop? It's called over-analysing a situation. And it's bad for you.

If everyone stopped thinking, and started listeneing to themselves, to there deepest darkest desires you may find that people would be much happier. Don't think. Do.