You make me so incredibly angry. You make me hate you. There is a reason I'm the only one left. You need to see it's not them, It's you. I am about to walk away and I honestly don't think I'll ever walk back. I nhope she doesn't break your heart, I wish you all the best and I hope you continue to prosper in your job. But I can't be around anymore. I'm sick and believe it or not you are making me sick. We have always had a volitile relationship but now I sit here and go wow this is ridiculous. I'm sick of you belittling me, I'm sik of you physically hurting me and emotionally too, But mainly I'm sick of the mind games, I'm sick of walking on eggshells. I'm sick of you always commenting on my life, my relationship... not that you could call it that thanks in large part to you. I think you take me for granted. I could stay, I could watch her come then go and I could pick up the pieces but I don't think I will, not this time. I can't do this anymore. I love you, I do but not enough for you to do this to me. Not enough for you to destroy me and everything I am. So I guess this is goodbye. A sad goodbye, but one long overdue. After everything I've done for you, everyhting I've given up for you, everything I've gone through for you I bet you don't even care. Well eventually your going to need me, you're going to regret letting me walk away. But until then hasta luego.
N'oublions jamais le bon vieux temps
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