cue and aye.

Have you ever kissed someone who’s name started with M?:
surely have.

Have you held hands with anybody in the last 4 days?:
I did indeed

If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?:
my nose probably

Honestly, who are you Iming?:
no-one, I just finished talking to my wonderful ex-boyfriend who is on the trip of a life time

Do you cross your legs when you sit?:
yes. they are crossed right now

Have you ever liked someone who didn’t like you back?:
sure.

How many times have you cried in a person’s arms?:
more than a few i guess

Do you have condoms in your room?:
Nope, they are all in my handbag

Do you still talk to the person you liked 7 months ago?:
every now and then. He has become somewhat of an asshole now

Would you rather kiss someone 5 years older or 5 year younger?:
older please.

When was the last time you felt like throwing up?:
when i threw up the other night

Think back to this time last year, were you happy?:
I was about to start my hsc, loved my job and had an amazing group of friends so yes indeed I was happy.

If you were given a pregnancy test, would it be negative?:
yes.

Four months ago, can you remember who you liked, who was it?:
4 months ago I didn't like anyone.

Smoking cigerettes, it’s a bad habit you know?:
I start my day off with one lousy cigarette.. so kill me

love. what are your thoughts?:
there are no thought just feelings.

would you ever get a tattoo?:
surely would.

are you watching a film?:
no. I'm not big on movies

honestly, who is your bestest friend?:
he is.

first 4 things you look at when you look up?:
muffins my sister made, semi precious weapons album, camera and the calculator

have you ever had sex in public?:
many a time.

rant.

It's easy for you to say that he isn't worth it. You're selfish, You have her and she's beautiful and she makes you happy so why? Why did you have to go and ruin my relationship? I don't nderstand I truly don't... I have stood by you for 4 years, I have stood by you through every failed relationship, I've been there through all the drama, through all the tantrums and all the fights. So just explain to me why you couldn't be happy for me? Why couldn't you stand by me for once? You have A wonderful girlfriend and It makes me angry that you couldn't see how happy he made me. I know the other night was a joke and I know that nothing happened between you and me but he doesn't. He is sick of you being there. There shouldn't be a third person in the relationship but somehow you and I are like a package deal. There can't be one without the other. I don' want to lose you but I want my chance to be happy. It was finally my turn and your interference, your constant interference drove him into the arms of her. She is my friend! For god sake, I know you sit there and say he isn't worth it but thats my choice to make... Well it was up until you took it away from me. Just for once in your life stop being so selfish.

vous serez la mort de moi

You make me so incredibly angry. You make me hate you. There is a reason I'm the only one left. You need to see it's not them, It's you. I am about to walk away and I honestly don't think I'll ever walk back. I nhope she doesn't break your heart, I wish you all the best and I hope you continue to prosper in your job. But I can't be around anymore. I'm sick and believe it or not you are making me sick. We have always had a volitile relationship but now I sit here and go wow this is ridiculous. I'm sick of you belittling me, I'm sik of you physically hurting me and emotionally too, But mainly I'm sick of the mind games, I'm sick of walking on eggshells. I'm sick of you always commenting on my life, my relationship... not that you could call it that thanks in large part to you. I think you take me for granted. I could stay, I could watch her come then go and I could pick up the pieces but I don't think I will, not this time. I can't do this anymore. I love you, I do but not enough for you to do this to me. Not enough for you to destroy me and everything I am. So I guess this is goodbye. A sad goodbye, but one long overdue. After everything I've done for you, everyhting I've given up for you, everything I've gone through for you I bet you don't even care. Well eventually your going to need me, you're going to regret letting me walk away. But until then hasta luego.

N'oublions jamais le bon vieux temps