dreamer.

Dreams. They scare me. Alot.

To dream that you are in possession of or taking drugs, signifies your need for a "quick fix" or from an escape from reality. You may be turning to a potentially harmful alternative as an instant escape from your problems. Ask yourself why you need the drugs. What do you hope the drugs will achieve for you?


Its kinda funny just how true the above statement is. It scares me. It scares me alot. My bad habits will be the death of me. I tried to beat them, but too easily I gave up. Its crazy, I have started smoking again. I love the feeling of the nicotine rushing to my brain, making me light headed. Its like nothing in the world matters. It's stupid I know. But I don't know what else to do.