Wanabe's

What's the matter?
Too scared to be unique and stand out?

You know what yesterday i went down the street right, and every girl you see between the ages of 10-18ish were wearing the same clothes! Don't tell me everyone's too scared to be different!

What's the fun in looking like everyone else? I mean come on we were all born with brains so why aren't we using them? What's with the obsession of looking the same? The working world is already full of monotony so why are kids as young as 10 years old wanting to delve into the world of monotony at such a young and delicate age?

Is it wrong of me to think that it's frightening that 10 and 11 year olds are all dolled up like slutty barbie dolls, i meen who are they tryin to impress because 10 year old boys haven't moved forward at that age they don't care about girls yet...

What ever happened to individuality people? Like come on! Even my sister who is not yet 12 looked exactly like everyone else down the street yesterday! I am proud to say I did NOT look like anyone else i saw yesterday, yes i may have had people laugh at the way i dress but i know there laughter hides there jelousy! See unlike other people i am not afraid to be myself! I am not afraid to do what i want! I'm not afraid of what people think of me, Why should one person be judged upon there looks? They say your looks partly display your personality and now looking at our generation I'd say (based on clothing choices by 99% of the teenage girl population) That they are wanabe's, try hards, self absorbed, air-headed and clueless!

COME ON PEOPLE THINK, ACT AND DRESS YOURSELF! DON'T LET THE PHONY WANABE'S AT SUPRE AND OTHER CLOTHING STORES TELL YOU WHATS HOT AND WHATS NOT MAKE UP YOUR OWN MIND!

Sorry I can't be Perfect

I'm sorry if u think I'm selfish
I'm sorry if u think I'm meen
I'm sorry that I'm me

Well I'm sorry if this offends certain people who read this but I ain't holdin back!

Ellen i don't care what you think right at the moment because friendship to me is just another word in the dictionary. Especially ours. I have been betrayed too many times to care about such an insignifigant friendship I meen hello Corey's right ur a wanabe, and attention seeker and a poser! Come off it were all sick of ur crap!

Corey I truely am sorry but I don't hink I'm strong enough to go through this again even if it wasn't with you the first time but going through it myself was hard but I no iif I'm around u I will go back down the road to hell and i came back from there twice already!

Henry I love u!!!! xoxoxxo
Dylan I love u!!! xoxoxo
Stellie I love u!!!! xoxox
Bray I love u!!! xoxoxxo
Tys i love you xoxoxo
Any one i missed i'm sorry

SORRY I CAN'T BE FUCKIN PERFECT!!!!!!!!!
SORRY I'M FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SORRY I'M BITTER
SORRY I'M COLD
SORRY I'M SELFISH
SORRY I'M SINCERE
SORRY I'M A PRISONER OF THE OTHER WORLD
SORRY I CAN'T CHANGE THE PAST
SORRY NONE OF THIS IS MY FUCKIN FAULT
SORRY
SORRY, SORry,Sorry.sorry.....
NOT!!!!

Inspiration

"ima stick my leg on the rock and face the day and take it with every single bit of fucking shit i have inside me" - This quote is from a dear friend of mine called BREED (luv u darlin) And Breed may not be the perfect role model but i love him!

Ok I'm Jae, I'm 14 and so far in my life i been to hell and back twice. Simple straight forward and down to earth thats me like it or lump it!

I want to use this blog as a chance to get my voice across to the people who matter most and who need it the most. And i want to prove that you don't need to be a skinny airheaded bimbo to do it.

How many celebrities have been thru depression for a yaer and a half before anyone realised? How many celebrities can say they have gone thrrough the addiction of Self harm and beaten it? and how many celebrities have had a medical condition people miss-judged for bulimia? Not many i'm here to tell you all you can beat whatever you want!

Best peice of advice i ever recieved was
The only person who can beat you is you
So for the time being gritt your teeth and buckle up for the ride because no matter how rough or long you can beat what you want to beat!